Puppy Love

love comes in all forms and faces. it may come unexpectedly. or it may take years of searching to find that love. but what exactly is iy remains a mystery for me. i mean what does one feel like when he or she is in love?????
in movies they say that u don't get sleep....u dont feel like eating....u feel like doing anything.
but alas! i have never felt any of those. when in anxiety i tend to eat more, i tend to sleep longer. as far as doing anything is concerned, i never feel like doing anything. does that mean i have never been inlove?? maybe!
there have been times when i felt as if i am in love. nothing to do with my sleeping or eating. just my mind said so. just that someone seemed nice and cute and lovable.......umm.....list can go on. but after few days feeling just seems to vaporise. u don't feel the same way for a person. your legs don't shake when you look at him. you feel too lazy to get up and reply to the lousy forwarded joke he has messaged you. and then if the things don't work out you feel kinda liberated. if they keep working fine u dont actually feel anything. and then this new guy comes into picture. he seems even more cute, even more nice much much more lovable and oh gosh!! you are falling in love again. you just go to your boyfriend and tell him that things won't work out. or maybe wait for him to say so. which in my case happens a lot.......lol.and then again the things repeat in a similar fashion. and in the process if you dont find anybody again with whom you fall in love you keep on thinking of all the guys you were ever in love with. you analyse them find mistakes in them. and console your heart you will find someone definately better. so folks thats the form love has taken for me as if now.
but on a serious note i too want to find someone with whom i actually fall in love. who always appears cute and nice and whatever. till then search is on. i will keep on trying people and omit them from my list and help them to omit me from their lists as well. maybe by hit and trial i may actually find the love of my life in an unexpected form.
search is on.........entries invited......all the applicants will have to go through my test of love....lol